Letter 183

 LETTERS FROM MOTHER MARY

Letter 183

Dear Ones,

Is it not amazing what is happening on your Mother Earth right now? The energy of your world continues to increase in speed, and the density doubles and triples, but you keep right on going about your lives. I find you beings of Mother Earth amazing. You continue to go to work, take care of your families, and last but not least, you try to take care of yourselves.

Perhaps, the most difficult is the taking care of yourselves. Now, I will tell you the very most important thing that needs to happen in your world is the taking care of yourselves. But it is surely the last thing to be taken care of.

Have you not listened to the stewardess on your airplanes when they explain about the air masks? They tell the passengers you must put the air mask on yourself first and then place it on your child or whoever might need it. For, if you give it to them first, you may not have enough time or energy to give it to yourself. So, in this case, by taking care of others first, you may die. Then who will take care of them? Imagine if it is your child, they will have air, but they will not have you. They will survive, but they will be alone with no one to help them.

The case I mention above is severe, but I am wanting you to hear me. Always, always from the time you were very small, you were taught that if you were to be a good and loving person, you always take care of the others before yourself. THIS IS AN UNTRUTH. YOU HAVE BEEN TOLD SO MANY UNTRUTHS, AND WE HAVE TALKED OF THESE BEFORE. SO THIS IS JUST ONE MORE UNTRUTH. IT DOES NOT MAKE YOU A GOOD AND LOVING PERSON IF YOU PUT OTHERS BEFORE YOURSELF.

Let me explain to you what happens inside of each of you when you put others first. Each time that you put someone else first, then you expect that somewhere along the line someone will put you first. When someone else does not take care of you, then small balls of crystalline resentment forms inside of you. Over the years of your lives, each time someone else doesn't appear to put you first, you will add more and more balls of crystalline resentment. Pretty soon, it is not just a small cluster of balls. It becomes an immense ball of resentment, which turns into feelings of anger, frustration, desperation, hopelessness, and a feeling of being unloved. You have been told from the time you were small that if you love someone, you put them first. In your mind and heart, it feels like no one is putting you first.

All of this happens because of this one untruth you have been told. THERE IS SUCH SADNESS IN MY HEART THAT YOU EACH HAVE SUFFERED IN YOUR LIVES BECAUSE OF THIS UNTRUTH. WHAT IS WORSE, YOU HAVE ALSO BEEN TOLD IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE AND LIVE THIS WAY, THEN YOU ARE SELFISH, GREEDY, AND AN UNLOVING PERSON. AGAIN, ONE MORE HUGE UNTRUTH.

SUCH PAIN AND MISERY HAS BEEN CAUSED BY THESE UNTRUTHS. So I ask you today, can you each start to let go of these untruths and start to take care of yourselves first. I am promising you that what I am sharing with you is truth; you must start taking care of yourselves first. How you react and interact with everyone in your life will change drastically. You will be amazed at what transpires in your life. Once you start to take care of yourself first, you will find that you can truly be there for others.

For the first time in your lives, you will be able to reach out in love and friendship without the waiting for something to come back in return for what you are giving. You will be able to truly give from your heart. Resentment, frustration, desperation, hopelessness, and feelings of being unloved will dissipate and disappear. YOU WILL FEEL AS IF YOU HAVE BEEN GIVEN A WHOLE NEW LIFE.

ONCE AGAIN, IS THIS NOT AMAZING THAT BY TAKING CARE OF YOURSELF, YOU CAN HAVE A WHOLE NEW LIFE. WHAT A GIFT TO GIVE YOURSELVES, AND WHAT A GIFT TO GIVE THE ONES YOU LOVE. THEY WILL TRULY BE ABLE TO FEEL THE LOVE AND CARING COMING FROM YOU. YOUR LOVE WILL NO LONGER BE TRIMMED IN RESENTMENT, FRUSTRATION, DESPERATION, HOPELESSNESS, AND FEELINGS OF BEING UNLOVED.

WHAT A CONCEPT THAT YOU COULD OFFER, JUST LOVE IN ALL ITS GLORY TRIMMED ONLY WITH JOY AND HAPPINESS.

Know that we are here loving you and ready to help you change and discard these untruths you have been taught. I am holding you most dearly in my heart. Know that I am loving each and every one of you. I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU AND I LOVE YOU.

Know you only need call my name and I will be there.

In Love, Mother Mary