LETTERS
FROM MOTHER MARY
Letter
183
Dear
Ones,
Is
it not amazing, what is happening on your Mother Earth right now?
The energy of your world continues to increase in speed, and the
density doubles and triples, but you keep right on going about your
lives. I find you beings of Mother Earth amazing. You continue to go
to work, take care of your families and last but not least you try to
take care of yourselves.
Perhaps,
the most difficult is the taking care of yourselves. Now, I will
tell you the very most important thing that needs to happen in your
world is the taking care of yourselves. But it is surely the last
thing to be taken care of.
Have you not listened to the
stewardess on your airplanes when they explain about the air masks?
They tell the passengers you must put the air mask on yourself first
and then place it on your child or whoever might need it. For, if
you give it to them first you may not have enough time or energy to
give it to yourself. So in this case by taking care of others first
you may die. Then who will take care of them? Imagine if it is your
child, they will have air, but they will not have you. They will
survive, but they will be alone with no one to help them.
The
case I mention above is severe, but I am wanting you to hear me.
Always, always from the time you were very small you were taught that
if you were to be a good and loving person, you always take care of
the others before yourself. THIS IS AN UNTRUTH. YOU HAVE BEEN TOLD
SO MANY UNTRUTHS, AND WE HAVE TALKED OF THESE BEFORE. SO THIS IS
JUST ONE MORE UNTRUTH. IT DOES NOT MAKE YOU A GOOD AND LOVING PERSON
IF YOU PUT OTHERS BEFORE YOURSELF.
Let me explain to you what happens
inside of each of you when you put others first. Each time that you
put someone else first then you expect that somewhere along the line
someone will put you first. When someone else does not take care of
you then small balls of crystalline resentment forms inside of you.
Over the years of your lives each time someone else doesn’t appear
to put you first you will add more and more balls of crystalline
resentment. Pretty soon it is not just a small cluster of balls. It
becomes an immense ball of resentment, which turns into feelings of
anger, frustration, desperation, hopelessness and a feeling of being
unloved. You have been told from the time you were small that if
you love someone, you put them first. In your mind and heart, it
feels like no one is putting you first.
All
of this happens because of this one untruth you have been told.
THERE IS SUCH SADNESS IN MY HEART THAT YOU EACH HAVE SUFFERED IN YOUR
LIVES BECAUSE OF THIS UNTRUTH. WHAT IS WORSE YOU HAVE ALSO BEEN
TOLD IF YOU DON’T BELIEVE AND LIVE THIS WAY, THEN YOU ARE SELFISH,
GREEDY AND AN UNLOVING PERSON. AGAIN, ONE MORE HUGE UNTRUTH.
SUCH
PAIN AND MISERY HAS BEEN CAUSED BY THESE UNTRUTHS. So I ask you
today can you each start to let go of these untruths and start to
take care of yourselves first. I am promising you that what I am
sharing with you is truth, you must start taking care of yourselves
first. How you react and interact with everyone in your life will
change drastically. You will be amazed at what transpires in your
life. Once you start to take care of yourself first you will find
that you can truly be there for others.
For
the first time in your lives, you will be able to reach out in love
and friendship without the waiting for something to come back in
return for what you are giving. You will be able to truly give from
your heart. Resentment, frustration, desperation, hopelessness, and
feelings of being unloved will dissipate and disappear. YOU WILL
FEEL AS IF YOU HAVE BEEN GIVEN A WHOLE NEW LIFE.
ONCE
AGAIN IS THIS NOT AMAZING, THAT BY TAKING CARE OF YOURSELF, YOU CAN
HAVE A WHOLE NEW LIFE. WHAT A GIFT TO GIVE YOURSELVES AND WHAT A
GIFT TO GIVE THE ONES YOU LOVE. THEY WILL TRULY BE ABLE TO FEEL THE
LOVE AND CARING COMING FROM YOU. YOUR LOVE WILL NO LONGER BE TRIMMED
IN RESENTMENT, FRUSTRATION, DESPERATION, HOPELESSNESS, AND FEELINGS OF
BEING UNLOVED.
WHAT
A CONCEPT THAT YOU COULD OFFER JUST LOVE IN ALL IT’S GLORY TRIMMED
ONLY WITH JOY AND HAPPINESS.
Know
that we are here loving you and ready to help you change and discard
these untruths you have been taught. I am holding you most dearly in
my heart. Know that I am loving each and every one of you. I LOVE
YOU, I LOVE YOU AND I LOVE YOU.
Know
you only need call my name and I will be there.
In
Love, Mother Mary
